Is this now my fate?
Not that being single is a bad thing, I have had a lot of wonderful experiences being single.
I guess what I am attempting to bumble through is I can be ok with what ever situation presents itself BUT as far as continuing to put myself [my heart] out there..... this may be something that I reconsider. Mostly, I am starting to feel the affects of other people's past. It has become an unfortunate realization that many of the men I have come into contact with are so unaware of how much their past has a direct link to their present relationships... it has become a daunting task to go through the " dating dance" over and over... I feel like I am being forced to re-live the same set of circumstances over and over...
Which puts me in a difficult situation, do I stop the feelings that come naturally to me or do I put up this false wall in order to protect myself ?
I am being pulled in different directions.. due to the need to protect myself and the need to be true to myself.
Not that being single is a bad thing, I have had a lot of wonderful experiences being single.I guess what I am attempting to bumble through is I can be ok with what ever situation presents itself BUT as far as continuing to put myself [my heart] out there..... this may be something that I reconsider. Mostly, I am starting to feel the affects of other people's past. It has become an unfortunate realization that many of the men I have come into contact with are so unaware of how much their past has a direct link to their present relationships... it has become a daunting task to go through the " dating dance" over and over... I feel like I am being forced to re-live the same set of circumstances over and over...
Which puts me in a difficult situation, do I stop the feelings that come naturally to me or do I put up this false wall in order to protect myself ?
I am being pulled in different directions.. due to the need to protect myself and the need to be true to myself.
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